Old friend I have neglected you..........

Dearest blog ,
It has been 2 months , 3 weeks and several hours since my last emotionally charged display of overwrought and slightly too honest expressions of opinion. Though my brief foray into the confessional style of blogging was met with quite positive feedback( mostly from other rugby girls), I for one have decided it is not in my best interest for me to use the internet as my personal diary! Too many poor unfortunate souls do mistreat the cyberspace so flagrantly, that I cannot in all sense follow in their mawkish footsteps no more. I have learned in the past, through one mortifying letter written to my mother late one night, that anything written after 2am and in the throes of impetuous upset, is never a good idea!So now ,I do solemnly swear to endeavour to refrain  from  writing posts at times after midnight or when I am PMSing, lest I become so embarrassed by my own frankness I cannot write again for months.

So, enough flowery sentiments of self-effacing shame from me. This post is just to express my personal annoyance at myself  for not continuing this small project as I'd intended  (though I am not surprised either)
I could lie and say I have been busy with work or that my social life has suddenly taken off (insert metaphorical smug hair flick) but neither of these would excuse the absence of regular posts. The truth of the matter is, I was royally embarrassed by the last long post I wrote....i.e the 1000 word overflow of adoration for rugby.....and have been reticent to write anything else of a more personal nature or opinion, in the fear that I once more get carried away and write something incendiary or weird. Because I can write and think really weird things when the cogs of my mind begin to whirr so freely!
Yet, in order to make an attempt to reach my one great burning ambition, one must be bold! Granted, anything I may express in any following articles may not always be right and I may contradict myself on a regular basis, to at least have the audacity to write what you think, mean what you say and always retain some shred of professional integrity ,is what separates those who fail and those who can succeed. As the famous saying goes: FORTUNE FAVOURS THE BRAVE. So I guess it's time I start being brave again, but this time with a little more tact and foresight. I hope to be honest, critical, but also a less like a moody teenager flooded with ANGSTY emotions ;-)

I'll at least try anyway.

Maybe I'll be seeing you soon my friends.........................